Moses 8

Last chapter, and it seems to have stopped so suddenly in the story because we don't hear about the commandment to build an ark. That's alright though, I know the story well enough that I can wait until I read it in the bible (which is what I will be reading next!). The Lord did keep His covenant with Enoch and brought up a righteous line through Methuselah that were the Sons of God and not men. That's how righteousness and wickedness are separated and labeled in this chapter, Sons of God are righteous and the sons of men are the ones who do not listen to Noah's prophesying.
The Lord teaches an interesting concept to me through this chapter about who is acceptable to marry, believe it or not. When He describes the daughters that have married sons of men as having sold themselves, I am worried that they are cut off from the blessings because their husbands have been cut off from the blessing of the Lord. Then again, there were giants on the earth back then and everything could have been completely different than it is now, but I still know that it is better to find someone that shares me love of the gospel.
Noah and his righteous sons were the only one left on earth who walked with God among the violence that was on the whole earth. Through some calculations, I am quite certain that the earth is about 1,548 years old when Noah has his 3 righteous sons (since they left the Garden of Eden), but I am far from knowing how many people were alive at this point in time because it doesn't give us any clues. Obviously a few years pass before they start having children and those fair daughters are taken to wife by the sons of men, but there aren't a specific amount of years attached to those events and I can only speculate how long it took them to do that. The timeline of how long people back then waited to have children ranges from 65 years to 450 years. With how long they lived, it should surprise me, but it still does.

Moses 7

Enoch continues to teach the people then time passes as we are informed that he is a prophet that continues to teach to the people the words of the Lord. He establishes the City of Zion, and for 365 years the people there walked with God so perfectly that they were received up into the bosom of God. The people were so righteous because they constantly listened to the prophesying of Enoch about his revelations from the Lord which we get to read some of in the middle of the chapter when we are told the things he is shown.
The teachings of Enoch was actually not the first time the information was being taught to the people of the world because he is getting it from Adam's records. Repentance might have been a new concept but the people should have always been taught to follow the guidance from the Lord. Enoch preaches to all the people except the Canaan who are the descendants of Cain that were marked with blackness and despised among all people. His prophesying brought fear of the Lord upon all nations because he also performed many miracles, and the ones who believed on his words and followed the Lord came together to live in the City of Holiness, called Zion.
Enoch is even told that Zion is the only blessed place, and that the rest of the inhabitants of the earth are cursed and will suffer the flood that we know of in the time of Noah. All of the knowledge of the earth's history is shown to Enoch who is grieved over the wickedness and misery of the people. He covenants with the Lord to save his seed through the line of Noah when the earth is covered in floods. Now this flood seems to be described as the cleansing of the earth which is kind of like the earths baptism....at least that what I thought of when I read through v56 when the earth groans.
I know all things have a spirit, but do all of those things need a sort of baptism like we have? I know I've never heard of baptizing animals, although some crazy folks might want to. Maybe it's the innocence thing that goes on with infants that are too young to be accountable for their sins before the age of accountability. That's what I choose to believe! I'm not a crazy cat lady who wants to live with my cats for time and all eternity yet haha.
But let me end on a high note by speaking of the thousand years that the earth will be at rest when Christ comes again. I'm sure the earth has had a hard enough time housing humans, and I'm thinking that she is sick of the constant drilling and draining of resources. I hope that in this time of rest, she will also be restored to her full glory and we can learn to treat her right, if she does have a spirit like Pocahontas suggests. I also know that ever rock and tree and creature, has a life, has a spirit, has a name.

Moses 6

I don't know why we are only told of certain children of Adam and Eve, but it could be because they are the only records we found...seems legit to me! So we know of Cain and Able, but Seth was a while after, and through his line, there raises righteous generations that follow and are blessed of God. Enoch is part of that line and preaches to  the people that are influenced by satan by retelling some old inspiring stories. 

So a book of remembrance is kept and there is no doubt that we know all the information we know because of the preservation of the records. It was written in the language of Adam which is pure and undefiled, but obviously there have been translations and that pure language is no where to be found today. The righteous line of men will be given next along with how old they lived to be:

Adam -930

Seth -912

Enos -905

Cainan -910

Mahalaleel -895

Jared -962

Enoch -undetermined but in chapter 8 we learn he was only on earth for 430 years

Methuselah -969 (chapter 8:7)

Lamech -777 (8:11)

Noah -950 (Genesis 9:29)

I might have gone past this chapter, but it was fun to get in all down in one post instead of having to refer back. 

The rest of the chapter is Enoch's preaching to the people because he was commanded by the Lord to preach repentance. Ever since the day men was created they have gone astray, but the Lord wants to change things by having a prophet preach to them, even one that does not believe in himself because he is slow of speech. Enoch becomes a seer by anointing clay over his eyes and goes to hills and high places to testify against the evil works of the people. He does not make the people very happy with all this, but they go to listen to him as he tells them where he came from, what he has been commanded of by God, and stories of the creation. He uses the book of remembrance, like missionaries use the scriptures these days, to tell of the fall of Adam but the possibility of being saved.

He teaches that we are born as fallen beings and into sin, but that does not mean we are confined to that lifestyle. We know good from evil and can choose for ourselves how we will act so that we can become clean and pure again through the atonement of the Only Begotten. He also teaches of baptism, and reads the story of Adam's baptism when he receives the Spirit of God, a.k.a. the Holy Ghost. Being reborn of fire through baptism allows us to be one in Christ and the Father who is the ultimate example.

Moses 5

The scene is set with Adam and Eve beginning their lives outside of the Garden of Eden. Working hard each day to till the earth while following the commandment of multiplying and replenishing the earth, they spread across the land. A command is given to them to offer the firstlings of their flocks unto the Lord, and after it is completed, an angel visits to explain the reasoning and symbolism of the firstborn offering. This act of faith by Adam allowed him to receive the Holy Ghost's presence with him to bear record of the Father and the Only Begotten Son.
Being somewhat reborn with the presence of the Holy Ghost, Adam prophecies concerning all the families on earth and is supported by Eve in the understanding of the necessity of knowing good and evil to progress. Unfortunately, Satan comes among some of them and tempts them to be carnal, sensual, and devilish in the very first worldly (out of Eden) temptation. The people are taught about the need to repent after being tempted, and learn about the consequences for not repenting.
Cain, a son of Adam and Eve, listens to the voice of Satan and makes an offering to the Lord that is reject, but is angry because the Lord did not respect his offering while his brother Adam's offering was accepted. The Lord speaks to Cain about his fall in countenance ands warns him of the punishment if he does not repent, but he rejects the council and instead conspired with satan to create secret combinations. Given these secrets from satan, Cain thinks himself a mastermind and murders his brother for the purpose of gaining his freedom from jealousy and his brothers land. The Lord calls him out on it though and punishes him to be a fugitive and vagabond that can never till the ground and yield anything.
Thinking that his punishment is too hard to bear, he says that the Lord is unfair and he will surely be slain by someone for his iniquities. The Lord marks him so that all may know his shame and none will slay him, but he will be forced to live out his shameful days east of Eden in Nod. Through his lineage, there is born a man named Lamech who took two wives (I don't know if this is common or the first time this has happened), and entered into a covenant with satan just like Cain to kill a young man for oath's sake. Lamech told his two wives what he had done, and after they had seen that the house hold was cut off from the presence of God, they rebelled against Lamech and told everyone about the evil he had done.
Lamech was despised and cast out, but the works of darkness still prevailed. God cursed the earth and the sons of men because they would not hardent unto His voice telling the Gospel truths about the Only Begotten Son coming in the meridian of time. Christ was prepared from the foundation of the earth to save the souls of all mankind. The angels of the Lord were the ones that first delivered this message to Adam, and the Holy Ghost was the confirmation.

Moses 4

I know that Satan used to be all knowing of the complete truths of God and now has rebelled and desires to take away the agency of men. It only strengthens my testimony about the love of God and warnings that have been told to me through scriptures about falling away. A few times within the Book of Mormon, it is mentioned that it is better to die with no knowledge of the gospel than to have learned of it and rejected it. Those who learn of the truths and have a testimony of their reality who fall away will be judged more harshly at the final judgement than those who never had a chance to learn of the gospel truths.
Satan knew everything perfectly and still rebelled against God which is ridiculous because you can't win against the most powerful being that exists. Maybe satan was delusional or something and thinks he has a chance if he leads away enough souls, or maybe he just wants to see the world burn because he's a butthead. He made one bad choice and now wants everyone to be miserable like unto himself so he can control as many people as possible like his plan for the world would have been like. In the 'what if' world of satan, do you think we still would have been able to defy satan and choose to not return to heaven? Just speculating on the impossible.
More on the chapter, Eve was told the complete truth about the tree of life and was beguiled (definition: fill with wonder and delight) about the possibilities eating of it would bring to her and Adam. As I mentioned in a previous post, Adam needed Eve to progress, and she fulfills her purpose of progression by eating of the Tree of Knowledge. Being a necessary step in progress but also a broken commandment, they were ashamed before God and had to be removed from the Garden of Eden so they would not also eat of the Tree of Life before they were clean again. The wisdom in this was magnificent! God knew they if they were to eat of the Tree of Life before Christ could atone for their sins, they would be forced to live forever apart from Him because of their uncleanliness.
I am so grateful for the events in the Garden of Eden that lead us on our way to being able to come to earth and life lives that will teach us to be worthy of Heaven. I know that all that happened was planned and meant to happen so that man can become like God through experiences on earth. The punishments that were given because of the broken commandment is a small price to pay to allow us to be on earth living so that we can become purified through Christ.

Moses 3

Please someone tell me I'm crazy for even thinking this, but was God planning on putting woman on earth? It seems that everything was created when God created man and then decided he wasn't supposed to be alone so tried to get animals to be a help meet for him, right? Why didn't he just already know that men need women and create her at the same time? Let me try to spin this for a loop as well because I've heard many times that the reason we don't know much about a Heavenly Mother is because God doesn't want her to be disrespected. If that is the case, maybe He also wanted to protect all women from being tempted on earth but learned that man could not reach salvation without a woman! Oh my, I think I just blew my mind.
I know without a doubt that marriage between a man and a woman is a sacred thing and is the only way to reach the highest degree of glory in heaven, but now I think I have my rationalization that probably shouldn't be spread around because its the scriptures according to Lara. So if you read this and think I'm crazy, feel free to ignore everything and think I'm a lunatic. I don't want to ruin anything else today, so that is all.

Moses 2

There are several accounts of the creation of the earth that explains what was created on which day and the order of it all, and this is one of them. In my opinion, this was God telling Moses how everything became to be and told him to recount the story. There are slight differences in the three main accounts located here, in Genesis 1, and in Abraham including the voice in which it is told. I cannot wait to study the Bible more fully to understand the different perspectives that each book is from because I find it a good thing to know.
I think my favorite depiction of the creation is this because I can use my imagination to hear Father in Heaven telling the story. There are many times it says "And I, God" and the general saying of "I, God, saw that all things which I had made were good" which reminds me that He is the one telling the story. I never thought I was one of those children who required a bedtime story to fall asleep, but its just one of those movie type scenarios that the father tells a story to his children to entertain them and what not. I always did like listening to my own father during our family scripture study, and especially when he would bring out some old stories from his family history to tell us. Oh! and I even remember when I was a kid and he had to be away for military work things, we would have audio cassette tape recordings of some of this funny stories. Hmm, I love my dad :)
Anyway, back on track! God knows that what He has created is the best for His spirit children and gave us dominion over it all for food and to help us live. I also found it helpful to have Genesis 1 open while reading this because of several footnotes that led there (and I was also curious about the similarities). I highly suggest that strategy, because footnotes seem to be more literal in the Bible, where in the Book of Mormon, they just lead to the Bible, like the Isaiah in 2 Nephi.

Moses 1

I do recognize some of these events and though there were several interesting things to mention about Moses' experience in the mountains. So first is that Moses is talking to Heavenly Father, not Christ in this story which was interesting to me because it's the only one I know of where He says so much. The only other times in the scriptures I can remember hearing Heavenly Father is when He is introducing Christ and/or is saying He is proud of His Son. Let me know if there are anymore because I want to go read them!
Moses was shown many glorious things by the Father and after it all he fell to the floor where he laid for hours, and I completely understand why. I once exerted a lot of my energy when I was seeing how much I could run by going nonstop on a treadmill for 30 mins at a pretty fast pace, and once I was off my running high and stepped off the machine, my legs gave out and I fell. I wasn't full of God's power like Moses so I didn't faint or anything, but it took a friend to help me up and steady myself afterwards.
I find it surprising that Satan would come to Moses to try and tempt him right after this incredibly spiritual experience, and on top of that all he says is "Moses, son of man, worship me" (v12). Like seriously, that's all you have to say after Moses was transfigured and shown wonders? I can only suppose that this was Satan's first rodeo since Eve and had no idea how to really tempt someone properly. Moses' response is by far my favorite answer to anything ever, "Who are thou?" (v13) and then goes on to say, 'I had to be within the glory of God to behold how awesome he is and then he you are all boring.' Too great to even, right?
So now that Satan was all frustrated and left, God comes back to show Moses more cool stuff and says the famous scripture master about His work and His glory. I don't know who else loves their job, but if your job is your hobby, then you have it made and you understand how God is about His gospel. He enjoys bringing to pass the immortality and eternal life of man, so next time you think He is punishing you, know that whatever is happening is meant to help bring your eternal life. Crazy thought for me to have knowing that I have been a complainer about my troubles in the past and probably already formed that bad habit. I want to look at trials in my life as learning experiences and be grateful, but it is a process to change my attitude.

Abraham 5

Here we see that the seventh day of rest is very important so that they (the Gods) sanctify their work, and I imagine them admiring their good handy work. I know I am truly grateful for a Holy Sabbath day of rest to enjoy a spiritual uplift and renewal. I appreciate that God gave us one day out of 7 to rest and go to church. We see that man and woman are made of more than just the dust of the earth because if we did not have the spirit (living soul) in our bodies they would be animal like in their desires.
This chapter also goes into greater detail of the creation and making of the Garden of Eden, Adam, and Eve. Humans were the last creature to be made out of all the creations, first Adam was made from the dust of the earth, and then Eve was made from Adam's rib. They were placed in the Garden of Eden to dress it and keep it, and given the responsibility of naming everything. I find it hard to believe that Adam did all the naming all on his own, and I'm pretty sure there was divine revelation and guidance that helped.
I don't know which chapter the Facsimile No. 3 goes to, but I read it today and learned that Abraham was on the in crowd with Pharaoh and gets to sit in his throne. He talked to the Prince of Pharaoh and others about astronomy which made me think it was supposed to be with chapter 4 when it talks about the stars and Kolob. I think there is more to this picture because of all the writing at the bottom,but it could be just the explanation of what is going on when they are talking about astronomy and everything. By the way, the slave belonging to the prince is colored black so there must be something significant about that, and I think it goes back to the curse put on Cain. I remember learning that cains side of the family was cursed with dark skin.

Abraham 4

The creation of the earth is a fact of life that has been disputed by scientists and religions for longer than I have been alive. I can't say anybody is exclusively wrong in their own beliefs about how the earth was created, but in my opinion, more people are right than wrong. I believe that there was a sudden bang that created the universe, but how long it has been alive and what happened in that time, I have no idea and I'm not going to guess much. I know there must have been much that happened, but in my opinion, since I have heard 'there is no beginning and no end', I think it applies in this instances.
All I know for sure is that I was an intelligence before I received a body on earth and that the Lord spent thousands of years created this planet so that we can live here. We are of the brightest intelligences that came to earth as humans and for that we are given dominion over all the earth and it's inhabitants. Because the Lord's days are MUCH longer than earth days, I am confident in my assessment that 6 days leaves plenty of time for evolution to happen and for water creatures and then land creatures to evolve into what they are today.

Abraham 3

Be warned, there will be a small rant to end this post, so if at any point you get sick of it just don't finish, but let me start with how much I love the song "If You Could Hie to Kolob." We learn about where Kolob is and how the time passes there, and also that it is the best of all the planets/stars that are out there because it is closest to God. The analogy that is described in this chapter is abstract and confusing to simple minded folks like me, but with some intense pondering I came up with some thoughts.

No one is exactly the same as another person (not even twins) because we have our spirits that are individual intelligences. The Lord is trying to explain to Abraham that some intelligences are smarter and better than others, and there is nothing wrong with the lesser, but God is the most intelligent hands down. The parable or analogy that was used was of Kolob and other starts that compare to it, and through how long time is reckoned by is likened to the intelligences. It is good information, but I would have been nice to be easier to understand. Speaking of which...

This middle page with the Facsimile from the Book of Abraham and the explanations is cool but seems a little secretive! The center pictures are explained, but the sections with just words are still not revealed to the world. I do look forward to the day when I get to be trusted with the entire knowledge of the mysteries of God and am found worth of it all. Until then, I will remain super curious and desiring to learn about these numbers/words that will be given in the own due time of the Lord. By the way, if that means in the second coming, then hurry it up! Just kidding.

Abraham 2

In this chapter, Abraham converses with the Lord and is directed to leave Ur and travels toward Canaan, only to find it full of wickedness, so he continues on until he enters Egypt. He has family that comes with him, and is protected through righteousness. I suppose that the story of his being saved by an angel from being sacrificed was long ago and his family left Egypt and settled in Ur. It might be because of the famine that Abraham's brother, Haran, dies, but it's unclear, what we do know is that he died before the family left by commandment of the Lord and they named the place they stopped after their dead brother/son.
Unfortunately, Abraham's father reverted to his idolatrous ways and stayed while a group continued by commandment of God towards 'a strange land' to bare the name of God to the people. He is given a blessing from the Lord that his seed will be blessed with the Priesthood to minister and bless the earth. As they travel towards Canaan, Abraham builds an altar to call upon the Lord for guidance because he has witnessed the idolatry of the nation that possesses the land, and is told that his seed will be given this land by the Lord.
He then travels down to Egypt and is warned to call his wife, Sarai, his sister so that the Egyptians will not want to kill him, to have her. It would be an interesting experience to hear this from a husband, I'm sure, because its flattering and scary at the same time. No matter how it would feel, it was advice from the Lord and saved Abraham's life.

Abraham 1

The start of Abraham's record involves a story that depicts so much of how the world he lives in is ripe for the Lord to destroy. He starts by saying, 'man, I need to move out of my dad's place' (v1), and continues to explain the situation of his almost being sacrificed. He is living in a place that practices the worshiping of idolatrous gods and human sacrifices are common among the priests of those gods. It seems that only people who deny the existence of those gods or refuse to worship them are sacrificed and slain at the altar in front of the statues formed in the likeness of those gods. We even get to see a primitive picture of Abraham's story drawn to show the room of the sacrifices and the idols of the gods.
So Abraham's story starts by explaining people are sacrificed and he was probably 'chosen' because he was righteous and followed the true God. The Pharaoh's priest had him on the altar to offer him up when the voice of the Lord answered the prayers that Abraham. An angel stood by Abraham and loosened his bands saying, 'I am Jehovah, and it's time for you to leave this land and inhabit a place you've never been to' (v16). I paraphrase of course, but basically that's what is was plus the reasons which include the destruction of Egypt and it's wickedness (v17-19). The Lord breaks the alter and smites the priest so he dies which upsets Pharaoh and what not.
The history of Egypt in v21-24 reveals that the people who inhabit the land is from the line of Ham which established a patriarchal government. I also read about how there was no right of Priesthood established to the first Pharaoh, even though he started his kingdom wisely and justly. There was an unfortunate leading away to idolatry because the Pharaoh claimed to have the Priesthood and was rejected of God leading to famine and punishment. Lastly, Abraham lets us know that he has in his possession the records of his fathers that tell stories of the world from the beginning, so I assume he had the early records of what we know as the bible!

Articles of Faith

There was a time that I could proudly say I memorized these but that was way back in primary and most are long gone from memory until I read them and remember. When I had them memorized, and even now, I was not lying when I would quote the beliefs each of these articles state. I know them to be truths of life, and I would even replace "We believe" with the words 'I know' in front of every article as proof of my knowledge of their truth. It's even fun to read them aloud that way with the ones that sound coherent.
I know that God, the Eternal Father, His Son, Jesus Christ, and the Holy Ghost are real, separate beings. I know that I will be punished for the sins I commit on earth, and not for Adam's transgressions as well as I know that the Atonement of Christ can save all mankind through obedience to the laws and ordinances of the Gospel. Those principles and ordinances are: 1) faith in Christ, 2) repentance, 3) baptism by immersion for the remission of sins, 4) laying on of hands for the gift of the Holy Ghost, and I add on 5) enduring to the end. I know that a man must be called of God through prophecy, then ordained with those in authority to teach the Gospel and administer in it's ordinances.
I know that the Church of Jesus Christ of Latter Day Saints is the same organization that existed in the Primitive Church with apostles, prophets, pastors, teachers, evangelists, and so forth being able to have the gift of tongues, prophecy, revelation, visions, healings, interpretations of tongues, and so forth. I know that the proper translations of the Bible is the word of God that can be paired with other words of God including the Book of Mormon. I know that modern day words of God are real through revelation that continues and will continue pertaining to the Kingdom of God.
I know that the revelations are true pertaining to the gathering of Israel, the restoration of the Ten Tribes, the New Jerusalem built in America as Zion, and Christ's eventual reign on earth when the earth is renewed and receives its paradisiacal glory. As is my right to worship my God however I choose, I claim that right and allow all men the same privilege of freedom as far as it is allowed by the kings, presidents, rulers, and magistrates because I obey, honor, and sustain their laws. I believe in being honest, true, chaste, benevolent, virtuous, and in doing good to all men; indeed, I may say that I follow the admonition of Paul -- I believe all things, I hope all things, I have endured many things, and hope to be able to endure all things. If there is anything virtuous, lovely, or of good report or praiseworthy, I see after these things.

OCH (Oliver Cowdery History)

I feel like these 7 paragraphs at the end of JSH are never spoken of, and this is definitely the first time I have read them. They are Oliver's descriptions of the events and experiences with Joseph involved with the Book of Mormon and the angel visit. I do love the amazement and wonder that I detect when reading the account by Oliver because I can tell how blessed he feels for being a part of this great work. He starts with the days he spent writing as Joseph dictated the inspirations of heaven through the Urim and Thummim. I honestly thing that he is the first to get to actually read thoroughly the Book of Mormon because he was listening to it and writing each sentence so he had to focus on the words, and got to realize what everything meant.
His wording when speaking of the visit from John the Baptist is clearly excitement and great appreciation for the guidance from the Lord. In a world so dark and lost, Oliver was brought into the light with Joseph and given knowledge that changed everything. He had a testimony that all the churches had no real authority because they denied revelations, but every other time in the history of the earth has had revelation to guide the people to do God's will. It just makes sense that the Lord will call someone to do that in the latter days. Just like Oliver, I hope to adore in that day which shall never cease in the mansions where perfection dwells and sin never comes.

JSH 66-75

One cool thing in these verses was how Oliver Cowdery became involved with Joseph, by living with his father and hearing the stories about him. Just from that I know that Oliver was a good man because he wanted to know more about it instead of persecuting like everyone else did. After getting together with Joseph and starting to translate the plates, the two were pondering on what the book contained. Joseph finally had someone that could support him and go with him to pray about the questions they had about baptism.
Interesting to me is that Oliver was actually baptised and ordained before Joseph which probably isn't important because they were both new to the whole experience, but Joseph was called the first elder and Oliver the second. Lastly, I like that Emma's dad warmed up to Joseph and used his influence to stop the mobbing that could have stopped the translation of the Book of Mormon. The Lord puts certain people in our lives to help, encourage, and support what he wants to be done.

JSH 55-65

I know that the Book of Mormon is a real book and the events truly happened even though some people doubted it because of the way it was given to the inhabitants of the earth. Denying a book that you know to be authentic just because you find out it was revealed by an angel of God is hypocritical and absurd. The professors who did that astonish me, and I hope they finally came to their senses about the truth before their deaths or I pity their fate.
As far as Joseph being a money-digger, I think that he found the best treasure of all, a wife, while being employed! Of course, I'm sure he got some good experience and life lessons and such, but Emma was obviously something good that happened while digging and finding nothing with that job. I also think that the way Martin Harris just gives them $50 to help them move is incredibly selfless and I would love to know more details about their meeting and early friendship. I know there are many things about Martin that are negative because of the lost pages, but he actually helped bring to pass the translation of the Book of Mormon and The Church of Jesus Christ of Latter-day Saints. I am grateful to him for that.

JSH 27-54

Joseph is very blessed to have been visited by a heavenly being to help him through his time of persecution and temptation. Moroni visits Joseph 5 times seemingly within a 24 hour time period and seems to give new purpose to Joseph's mission by showing him the plates. I feel like Joseph was getting discouraged and giving into some temptations because it had been 3 years of persecution and ridicule from people who should have been friendly.
I sympathize with him because it is hard to be the only one standing up for whats right when everyone else is criticizing you. I've never been as alone as Joseph was, but I've had similar experiences and know that I wouldn't have been as strong as he was. I am glad he had his family, especially his father who believes him and tells him that his vision of Moroni is from God and to do as commanded with no hesitation. The strength that Joseph Smith shows after this experience by visiting the plates to be taught by Moroni each year is inspirational. No matter what happened during the year between visits, Joseph was faithful in going back each year to learn more of his mission and eventually was able to translate the plates for all the world.

JSH 21-26

Although this is a short part of the history of Joseph Smith, I appreciate the points that are brought up by the prophet. He went through so much persecution for just sharing a religious experience with the church leaders by 'important people' according to him. I can understand that he must have thought he wasn't that important to be fused over, but what he didn't realize then was that he was very important to satan. I suppose that Lucifer would have done all in his power to discredit Joseph's story among the churches and 'important people' so that the work of the Lord wouldn't be able to work through him...nice try!
I suppose that through the experience of being persecuted as a boy, he was made stronger, more humble, and all around better prepared for the later years of persecution. It is comforting to know that he wouldn't deny the truth of his vision despite being doubted, and I do love that he says that he could not deny it, not just that he would not. I have never had a vision like Joseph but I know that I could not deny the truth of the gospel of Jesus Christ on earth which is supported by the Church of Jesus Christ of Latter-day Saints. I have a perfect knowledge that the priesthood keys and authority held by the Prophet of the Church is of God.

JSH 1-20

No matter how many times I read about the prophet Joseph Smith's experience, I always seem to be touched by the Spirit with a confirmation of the truth of the events. The religious craze that was happening during the early years of Joseph's life is somewhat similar to how life is now, though hopefully it has gotten better. The part that amuses me most is that each church would try "to establish their own tenets and disprove all others" (v9) just to get followers. Even Joseph caught on to the fake enthusiasm by the converts and leaders as explained in v6 when they all started to say bad words about other sects.
I have no doubt that Joseph was confused at all the craziness and I am glad he came to understand that if God "gave wisdom to them that lacked wisdom, and would give liberally, and not upbraid" he might venture. I might venture myself to ask for guidance in my own life more often while I am on the subject. My testimony for the First Vision grows stronger when I contemplate how earnestly Satan desired to stop Joseph Smith from accomplishing his communion with God. This event is the single turning point for the whole earth and starts the path towards everything good that has happened in the last thousand years!
Not only did the truths of the existence of God as a personal being, the separate and distinct personage of Jesus Christ, and the promise established by James to ask of God for wisdom all come in this short amount of time, but also the reality of an unseen force trying to destroy the work of God. I love that Joseph knows how important his calling and work is because of the opposition that came from the devil when he said, "I was destined to prove a disturber and an annoyer of his [satan's] kingdom, else why should the powers of darkness combine against me?" (v20). I definitely want to be an annoyer of satan and his kingdom. I want to deprive him of many souls that he would love to have control over, it would be my greatest pleasure in life because it would save a fellow brother or sister from an awful fate dealing with Lucifer for eternity.

Pearl of Great Price Intro

Don't let me freak you out within the next couple weeks with how I read this because I have a plan that changes the order of what I read. My purpose in reading the Pearl of Great Price out of order is because once I finish it, I will be starting the Bible and to me, it would make better sense my way. I'm starting with Joseph Smith-History, then I'll read the Articles of Faith, Abraham, Joseph Smith-Matthew, and lastly, Moses. If you understand why, then you totally get me and we should be best friends, if you don't, oh well.
From the introduction, I know that this part of the standard works of the Church is meant to be read and studied just as the others. In many sunday school lessons and classes, I've turned to it's pages for reference, but I've never read it straight through myself or truly appreciated it. I liked reading the history of why there were changes, just like in the Doctrine and Covenants introduction, because I can tell it was rearranged to help in our study of the standard works.

Official Declaration 2 & Introduction

It has been a while since slavery in America, but it is good to be reminded that once there was a time that certain men were not allowed to be priesthood holders because of racism. I wish I remembered more about history and the specifics of what happened after slavery was abolished, but it surprises me that it took about 13 years for the church to allow priesthood authority to be given to all races. I am quite sheltered when it comes to those problems because it was so long ago and only small effects are still seen in the world today that I don't comprehend the real gravity of it all, but I know that the Lord's hand is in everything.
So I realized a while back that I didn't start my reading of D&C with the intro, so this is me going back and reading it! Even if I only read the first 3 paragraphs, I would have been better off because it brought me happiness to hear the love for this book of commandments. I have read most of the historical stuff that it mentions and I'm glad that there is a explanation like with the Book of Mormon introduction. I even used some of the information to go back to certain sections and mark the main topic, but I think that the explanation of the changes is very helpful too.
In institute, we are studying the Doctrine and Covenants so we started with the history and I was glad to know why certain names were changed, and confirm that it was to "bring the material into conformity with historical documents" (last paragraph) and get the real story. The testimony of the Twelve was cool to me because of their gratefulness at having the freedom and privilege to have the Doctrine and Covenants for their use. It is amazing what the early saints went through, and I understand why they are happy to have the guidance from the Lord they did. I am also grateful to the Lord for giving modern revelation (especially on this General Conference weekend) to guide my life and strengthen my testimony.

Official Declaration 1

Yes, this section is about the ending of polygamy, but I think it shows great faith and obedience. The main manifesto was just a statement given by Wilford Woodruff that the Church is not condoning nor teaching plural marriage despite all that has been said or accused of them. The part that I find to be a better read is the excerpts from other times President Woodruff addressed the matter because there is more information about why The Church is taking the stance.
All the history about the matter isn't as important as the reason the Lord has the Church stop practicing polygamy. I know that the Lord allowed plural marriage at certain points in time for those He says it is okay for, but when it became against the law in America, He commanded the Church to stop. It is a commandment to obey the laws of the land, and the Lord showed Woodruff what would happen if the church refused to cooperate. I have a testimony that the Lord watches over His Church on earth by sending information to the prophets, even if it is against the initial beliefs of the prophet. I was surprised to read that Wilford would rather have kept polygamy but was told by the Lord to stop so that the Church and the Lord's work would not be stopped due to legality reasons.

Section 138

It is a sad day that I am finishing up the last section in the Doctrine and Covenants, but also a happy day because I loved rereading this section. I feel like I have heard a lot of this information before, but I don't always have it in the forefront of my mind so reading it again is like learning it again. I'm surprised how much time has passed between the last two sections, and then again to think that it has almost been 100 years since the last official section has been added. Weirdly enough, I learned while in Nauvoo, that there is another version in the 'spin-off' church that has more sections...
First off, since we are close to General Conference, it is really cool to know how the Prophet Joseph F. Smith spent his time the day before conference. He was "pondering over the scriptures and reflecting upon the great atoning sacrifice that was made by the Son of God" (v1-2). I wish I was that cool and just sat around thinking about that stuff...which I kinda do during scripture study, but I just assume that apostles do that 24/7. It is comforting to know that missionary work is not only required here on earth, but once we die (if the second coming hasn't already happened) that the faithful will be preaching the truth to those who did not receive the gospel on earth (and even in the seconding coming).
Lastly, it is truly inspirational the way he speaks about women in v39 and the prophets in v38-49, but more importantly in v53 when he speaks of the modern day prophets he saw. I am glad to know that they were taught their first lessons before they went to earth and hope that was the case with me because I feel like I know it so deeply that I cannot deny the truth of it. I know beyond any doubt that Jesus Christ is my Savior and what the scriptures say is true. I am grateful to be born in the last dispensation with the fulness of the gospel restored.

Section 136-137

To address a little of yesterday's topic, it was needed that Joseph Smith died because it sealed his testimony with his blood so he would be honored and the wicked condemned (136:39). I have never lost a loved one and wondered why they were taken from the earth because I know that the Lord has a plan for each of His children, and He knows where people are needed. Sometimes His people need to be tried in certain ways so that they will one day be prepared to receive the glory that He has waiting (136:31). 

This is a new prophet giving a revelation about leaving for a new land, but I still can hear the voice of the Lord being firm yet loving through all of it. I have hear that firm and loving voice my whole life actually, because it is given in General Conference two times a year and everywhere in the scriptures! That must be why I can always feel the spirit when I am reading the scriptures, and why I enjoy listening to General Conference (which is this weekend!!! woohoo). 

But back to seriousness with section 137, I cannot begin to understand the ways that the Lord judges those who were not given the chance to learn of the gospel, but He is the only one who is able. He knows the real intents of a man's heart in order to properly judge all, and that means He judges members of the church who say they have accepted it wholeheartedly but haven't really. I am glad that He knows my heart and desires because I know that I am weak and need to be tried so that I can prove that I want to be saved in the celestial kingdom. 

Section 135

I knew that reading this section would make me cry...it is about the martyrdom of Joseph Smith. I didn't even get past verse 3 before I teared up. I have such a strong testimony about the first prophet of the Church of Jesus Christ of Latter Day Saints. I know that he was a good man innocent of all the crimes he was accused of and died only to be welcomed with open arms by Heavenly Father and Jesus Christ. There is no doubt in my mind that he was the 2nd most instrumental man to bring to pass the salvation of man because without him, the world as we know it would still be lost and ruined. 

The price he paid to bring the Book of Mormon to the latter-days reminds me of the worth of that book in my life. I know that the stories that are told are meant to help me, but the sacrifices made by the prophets who wrote, preserved, and passed along the golden plates would have all been wasted if Joseph Smith was not here to translate it. I know I'm focusing on Joseph when there were many others who helped, and there was another who was martyred for the cause as well, Hyrum. The brother who stood by Joseph and died with a testimony of the restoration of the gospel is also an example of greatness and love. I hope to one day be a good supporter like Hyrum was, I don't know what my future has in store but I want to always support my prophet and church leaders.

Section 134

Wowza! I am amazed at how straightforward and simple this section is when explaining what the Church believes. I know that as a member of the church I am supposed to believe all this to, and I do, but I am not perfect in acting on those beliefs. Points made such as "all men should step forward and use their ability in bringing offenders against good laws to punishment" (v8) and the suggested following all laws are just not my forte. I do admit to speeding and sometimes not stopping at stop signs completely but that is totally why we have civil officers to enforce the laws because I know I'm not the only one (v3).
Now there are like two or three verses in there that speak of the laws of religious societies being separate in dealing with it's members than the civil government and such. I think because I have grown up in the church and somewhat understand how it is all being done this isn't new to me, but I recently read about Alma and King Mosiah who didn't have a clear separation between church and state until the issue came up. Of course they had the majority of their people as apart of the church so it was given that they would let God govern as much as possible, but today is very different and the separation is best for all. I do know that we have laws that govern our society so that we can exist in peace and I am so blessed to live in America where I do not have to physically fight for my freedom to practice my religion.

Section 133

I find myself trying to take my time on these sections because I have enjoyed reading and learning from the Doctrine and Covenants. I want to continue sharing insights and my learning when this is all over but it seems to be ending too soon for me! As I come closer to the end, my mind is reeling to make the best out of what I have left and now I am confused because there are good things and bad things about the section I finished today. I both look forward to and am scared of the second coming of the Lord.
I look forward to it because I want to be able to see the Lord again and live with Him during the time of no temptation, but I'm scared because I'm not ready yet. There are certain things in my life that haven't happened yet for me to be ready to die or have the second coming happen...although in some ways it might make things easier...I want to be able to know that I am strong enough to fight against satan on the side of Heavenly Father. The trials of this life that I have experienced have given me a true testimony and love of Christ, but I know I can always learn more. I have more work to do, and I will work daily to sharpen my Sword of the Spirit and reinforce my shield of faith and armour of God (Ephesians 6:11-17).

Section 132

I think I will be brief on this one because of my simple thoughts about all that I read, and my personal feelings are very touchy for my. I know that the Lord has given commandments to His people to help them progress in their life on earth, and I will do my best to follow them so that I will return to the presence of God after death. My main goal is to gain eternal salvation and the highest degree of glory, so that is what I work for every day by reading scriptures, serving others, and keeping Christ as the center of my life.
I love the feeling I get when I read the scriptures and also the strengthening of my testimony as I have started writing this blog. Thank you to all who have encouraged me in continuing.

Section 129-131

Wow! So much interesting information that I feel overwhelmed and a bit lost at how much I don't know. These instructions from Joseph seem to be more of revelations, advice, and general knowledge to make me more curious. Like, first lets address the whole 'when will the Son of Man come' questions he talks about in section 130:14-17 because it suggests that Christ would have come if Joseph had reached the age 85 OR Joseph would have died at 85 at the latest. It would have been the year 1890 when Joseph turned 85 so obviously that past and Christ didn't show up then so it must have been that the oldest Joseph would have aged was 85 yrs old.
Now I wanna question this whole South Carolina mention in 130:12, and how that seems to be the place bloodshed starts before Christ comes. <Side note: I saw this meme that had a picture of zombies and it said something along the lines of "I never thought 'the dead shall live again' in the scriptures meant this." Then, I just went on a obsession when I read that the bloodshed would start in South Carolina...maybe the zombies will start there! But that's all just my nerdy/imagination talking :) End side note> Back to reality with not knowing when the Lord will come back to earth to start the millenium so I will work my hardest to just be as prepared as possible!
In section 129, we learn about the three different beings that are not of this earth, and how to discern which is which. I've learned this concept before, but it is always good to refresh the memory just in case it happens one of these days I'm just chilling. Lastly, I cannot be impressed upon enough about missionary work! It is like every time I read from the scriptures I am reminded how important it is to share the gospel to EVERYONE! Mostly this time it is because "it is impossible for a man to be saved in ignorance," (131:6), and we have all been told to share the gospel so that no one will be ignorant about it anymore. Everyone deserves a chance to accept the Lord as their Savior.

Section 128

Another letter from Joseph Smith, and I feel like I get a deeper understanding of his love for the gospel and the saints from it. He is directing how to keep records for baptism for the dead and then explaining the importance of this ordinance. Part of the importance comes from gaining salvation through family history work because, as he says several times, "their salvation is necessary and essential to our salvation" (v15). On earth, we can help our ancestors achieve their salvation which in turn helps us gaining salvation for ourselves.
I love the terms he uses in v18 about baptism for the dead being the needed welding link that ties fathers to the children, and then again welded together all dispensations, keys, powers, and glories from the days of Adam. Now is the fulness of times that gives us knowledge about the history of the earth, and the revelations from the foundation of the world. I am blessed to be a part of the gospel of Jesus Christ and have this knowledge that can help with my salvation. Just yesterday I listened to many talks at my Stake Conference about the importance of the temple and doing work for the dead, and it is only reiterated now as I read the words of the Prophet.

Section 125-127

I love the fact that I am at this point in the history of the church right when I had a chance to visit Nauvoo for the past weekend. Just before going I promised myself to find out what happened with the Nauvoo House the saints were commanded to build as they built the temple (124:60). The Lord blessed me with running into the knowledge while exploring historical Nauvoo with a good friend of mine. I owe it to her that my prayer for seeing the Nauvoo House was answered because it was by the Joseph Smith house by the river.
Being reminded about all the history of Nauvoo while reading about revelations about it is by far making my scripture study more precious. Because it was my friend's first time visiting Historical Nauvoo, I wanted to take her to all the places you can get a souvenir in the little time we had, and even though I didn't get to visit inside each historical house again, the Brigham Young House was one we did visit. I'm glad that we got to see that house because I have a confident testimony that Brigham Young was called to be the second prophet of The Church of Jesus Christ of Latter-day Saints by God. Section 126 testifies that he is dear and well-beloved, and the Lord was happy with the work he did to spread the gospel.
The letter from Joseph to the saints when he had to go into hiding reminds me of all the hardships he faced and makes me sad until I read about his glorying in tribulation because he is used to all of it (127:2). There are certain tribulations that I am used to because I have faced them all my life, and I am glad that I have faced them because they have strengthened my faith. I know the Lord is shaping me into the person I need to be so that I can help him more fully in His work, and I will accept the pain and trials I face so I can be what He wants me to be.

Section 124

Sometimes after reading a really long section, I've forgotten what the beginning of the section was about! It terrible, I know, but that's why I love how scriptures have improved with section headings and summarizing. That being said, I loved that I read this section at this point in my life because I am going to Nauvoo this weekend and will be specifically asking about the Nauvoo House that is mentioned in v60 of this section. I know I've been to the town part of Nauvoo before but I have a new love for history recently (strange right?) and I am curious about certain things I used to not care as much about.
Best part about this section, by far, is at the end when the Lord says, "approve of those names which I have mentioned, or else disprove them at my general conference" (v144). First, any decision that the Lord makes should be final and not disputed, right? Second, how cool is it to be given a say in the sustaining of church leaders by the Lord?! And third, I feel like this is part of our agency by supporting the Lord's appointed presidencies. I personally am really excited for my stake conference this weekend and then in a few weeks after that General Conference where I can use my agency to sustain the leadership of The Church.
I do have to give a small mention to the temple because it is a commandment in this section to build it and I can hear the firm but loving voice of the Lord spoken that my institute teacher has been mentioning. When the Lord tells the people that their ordinances will be accepted until the temple is built it is decisive and firm, but the act of letting them continue to do them outside a temple as long as they are faithfully working on the House of God is so loving. I feel blessed to live so close to a temple and to be worthy to visit and feel the peace that comes when I am inside.

Section 122-123

The comfort words that the Lord gives to Joseph during his time in Liberty jail are somewhat backhanded in the way they are worded. Joseph's name will be known and asked about through the ends of the earth, which means he needs to be the best example in modern days that anyone can be. That is why the Lord says he must bare his trials and misgivings as ways to gain experience because that is how Christ lived His life suffering more than anyone. I know that the trails given to each person is no more than they can handle so I will follow Joseph's and Christ's examples and accept them as experience.
In section 123, the duty of the people of God is hidden in there and says that we owe it to God, angels, families, the rising generations, and all the people in the grip of satan's evil to spread the light of Christ to all the hidden things of darkness (v13). I can think of many ways to do that in my everyday life by living my life as Jesus Christ would, and not being shy to share my standards. I try to reach out to people who are not members of my church and share my life ideals so that they can see how happy it makes me to live according to the commandments of God.

Section 121

I feel as though this section is supposed to be comforting but it makes me sad to think about those who are on the enemies side because they are really in for a hard time. It's fair that they will be punished, but it's scary to think how rough it is for them when some of them were tricked by satan. The Lord has called the righteous to positions of authority and trusted that they will not ruin their priesthood by having any degree of unrighteousness. If I'm ever put in a position of authority again I will work most carefully to not cover my sins, gratify my pride, or vain ambitions, and never exercise control or dominion unrighteously.

Section 117-120

What I find both interesting and worrisome is that the Lord seems to call people to sin no more and do His work, and I know no one is perfect, but it raises the question what sins are there in these people? I've read some sections that is says the servant was prideful, others that they are slow to follow the commandments, and there was even one I remember saying they need to follow more exactly the commandments of God. I am pretty sure I have fallen short on all of those things mentioned and that scares me, but also gives me hope.

I have hope that the Lord will forgive my sins and put trust in me again to continue His work when I am clean and repented. It should also be a comfort to those families of missionaries that they are provided for and protected along with their missionary (118:3), just as I believe that every full tithe paying member of the church is protected and helped to a certain degree. Section 119 is the first time the Lord says a specific amount of 1/10 of our income is to be paid to better Zion for the Lord. I have a strong testimony that tithing is a small way to pay back the Lord for all the many blessings He give me, and I know from experience that He will bless us more when we willingly pay tithing. I had to learn to not just pay, but to be happy to pay my tithing because it helps so many.

Section 115-116

The building of a temple is always a joyous occasion so when I read about the Lord commanding the saints to build a temple and labor until it i finished I was happy. They were told not to go into debt to build the temple and to follow instructions so that the temple would be accepted as the house of the Lord. The name of the church in the last dispensation is also told because it is very important for a church of Christ to be called His name. I like telling people that I am a member of The Church of Jesus Christ of Latter Day Saints before clarifying that most people know us as 'Mormons'.
Also, I am rather upset at myself for never going to visit Adam-ondi-Ahman more often now that I live in Missouri! I'm sure its not bad that I haven't but I've been to Nauvoo plenty of times just never thought about Adam-ondi-Ahman as a place I should visit.

Section 113-114

There is another really cool question and answer section in the Doctrine and Covenants I completely forgot about! I know for sure, I will be using this when I start reading the Bible and come Isaiah because these answers are very specific and answer some very good questions. I feel a slight need to mention my inability to interpret questions so clearly and wish to become better at such ability. It is definitely a blessing to have such smart leaders who can understand Isaiah better than me, and go through the trouble of explaining it.
Quick thing to mention about section 114, the Lord calls who is needed, but if that person can't fulfill their calling they will be replaced. I feel that it is harsh but it is needed and I hope I never have to be replaced because I am not faithful.

Section 112

I don't know who else has this problem, but sometimes I have a hard time fully loving all of God's children. I try really hard to not show how much I despise people, but in truth, my mind is a mean place full of judgmental cruel thoughts. This is definitely hard to admit because I wish I wasn't like this and I could love everyone without judgments. Those times that I realize I am being judgmental are when I scold myself and feel guilty for my imperfections. I hope to become better at changing my thoughts to more pure wholesome thoughts and letting my righteous thoughts become my actions.

Section 110-111

The visitation from heavenly beings are a big deal! In section 110, the first visitation in a temple in the latter days happens to Joseph Smith and Oliver Cowdery to tell them that the Lord accepts the temple as His house on earth. 3 other heavenly visitors come to give them the keys, power, and truths that we are using in the latter days to gather Israel and preach the gospel. I am grateful that the Lord is watching over His saints and that I am counted as one of them, and just like when they were in debt, the Lord promised to watch over them (111:5).
Promises from the Lord are as perfect as any promise could ever be, and can be taken as fact. I know that the Lord tells us to stay out of unnecessary debt and will provide for us when it is necessary if we continue to follow the commandments He gives us. I love my Savior, Jesus Christ, and strive to become like Him by being compassionate to others, serving, loving, and doing all I can to live without sin.

Section 109

The temple is an amazingly spiritual place because it is the house of the Lord on earth, and is the place where temple ordinances can arm us with the power of God. This section is a beautiful dedicatory prayer for the Kirkland Temple. I love that the prayer is not only about the temple, but mentions blessing others like the prophet (v68), church leaders (v71), and the poor and afflicted of the church (v72).
I have to admit that I'm self-conscious when it comes to praying because I don't think my prayers are as good as others, but I know they are sincere. My prayers are completely my own, original thoughts that I feel as I'm praying. I try to show respect to my Father in Heaven when I speak to Him, but I am also myself. I love my Heavenly Father, my Savior, and the fact that I can pray to them with thanks, gratitude, and in times of need.

Section 107-108

I want to take a little time to express some of the personal feelings I've had about this blog. I never thought sharing my testimony everyday publically would be so terrifying and so satisfying at the same time. I have had many supporters who strengthen me when I am worried I'm not doing any good, and people who I haven't talked to in a while tell me how they appreciate them. I am publicly thanking all of you, right now! Even if you have just mentioned it in passing, liked it once when it was posted on facebook, or opened it to give me a page view, I thank you!
Sharing a testimony is so hard sometimes in sacrament meeting because I always end up crying or thinking I shared too much or too little, but typing it out in a blog means you can't see my tears or hear my uncertainty (because I got to edit!). When I began reading the Doctrine and Covenants, I was glad to be moving on to more personal testimonies in my writing and not just quoting or explaining the Book of Mormon, and now that I'm getting close to being done, I sometimes think I'm repeating myself. It worries me because I love the gospel and this blog for what they have given me in my life; peace, strength, support, and a testimony.
My testimony for the habit that is reading scriptures is so much stronger from having a public diary for my thoughts, and even though I don't write every day, I do read my scriptures every day. These sections are grouped together because I have a busy schedule and studied but never had time to type up my feelings (also I lack some understandings). My lack in understanding is mostly because I wish I had a deeper knowledge of the workings of the church organization and if it is still ran like the section 107 describes. If it does, that is amazing that the Lord got it so right the first time when the church was small and no other directions were needed, but if it's not the same I know that the guidance is still given from God to the prophet and presidency to better govern the affairs of His church on earth.
Like I mentioned, I changed this blog from a simplifying/summarizing what I read to a testimony, and I want to testify that the church is guided by a prophet that is in constant communication with God. The men that are called as the priesthood leaders of the church locally and globally are given this duty because they hold the power of God and are expected to use it righteously to be in service of the members of the church they are in contact with. Even the young men are given responsibilities that are so important when they get the priesthood because the power of God lifts them to their calling. I appreciate the worthy priesthood holders who understand what power they are given, and use it to bless others.

Section 105-106

I relearned a nice lesson by reading section 105; the instructions I receive from the Lord are not always to help myself. The Lord commanded the saints to help out the poor and afflicted but the church as a whole did not obey that commandment and others suffered for it. I want to be the kind of person that is able to help others and be the Lord's angel on earth. A united kingdom that is serving God, will be blessed and proper, but we aren't just given everything by Him, sometimes He provides by letting those who are more fortunate help those who need it. 

Now as for section 106, I am blown away! That section is so personal and amazing that I just hope that one day I can feel like the Lord thinks of me in that way at all. To do so I will be humble and do all I can to serve God in His work on earth. I can't think of anything else to say on this matter, but I know I have a lot of work to do if I am to be worthy of any mansions in heaven.

Section 104

Being a steward of the Lord's property sounds like a huge responsibility! Just the way this section started, worried me with all the talk of cursings and being doomed to hell if someone is found guilty and repenteth not. Although I agree with the consequences of transgressing against the Lord in these circumstances, I hope I am never found on that side of Him. The organizations of the United Order were great though, and it was good that the Lord established them and gave stewardships to His saints so that the church was provided for. I know that all things were done for the good of The Church of Jesus Christ of Latter Day Saints in the last dispensation.
My experience with responsibility for the welfare of the saints was a while ago, but I remember the feeling I had when I was called. I didn't feel worthy, ready, or capable, but I was willing to do what I could, all I could, to fulfill that calling. I didn't even serve in the calling for a long time, but I am grateful that I had the calling because I learned how to listen to the guidance from the spirit in trying to help those who I had a responsibility for. I have a testimony that callings are given for a purpose and it is my duty as a follower of Christ to accept any calling, and do my best to fulfill and magnify my callings.

Section 103

The Lord has provided for His sheep on earth in the latter days and it is testified of in this section where they are told why they were chastened and given direction to continue onward. I suppose that I am chastened for the same reasons sometimes, because I don't fully obey all the commandments and words from the Lord. I have times when I am worse than others, but with the loving chastising from God, I can redirect my energy to becoming a better follower of Christ. There is no comparison to the persecution the early saints endured and my silly chastising, but it has the same love from God and the same effect.
I am grateful for the faith that the early saints had to continue on building the kingdom of God, and grateful to the Lord for helping the work along. I know that The Church of Jesus Christ of Latter Day Saints is guided by Christ because he cares for the people on earth. He has set up ways for us to return to Him after death, and I am blessed to know the truths about them while alive, and hopefully I will be able to serve Him more fully.

Section 102

I'm not going to lie, this section was absolutely fascinating to me! It started because it is the first one I have noticed that is not a revelation from the Lord, even though I'm sure His spirit was present during the meeting and He guided the decisions because it pertains to the organization of His church. The policies that are explained in this section are all meant to make governing easier and just, but I can't help but wonder if the high councils ever disagree in their decisions even though they are all trying to listen to the spirit as they judge (v22). The process is so proper but still sounds familiar because it is slightly similar to the American system, although I couldn't tell you how because I'm not a social studies teacher or anything...
What I truly love about reading this section is that I still know that this was decided upon and voted on by righteous men who were guided by Christ. The prophet back then, and everyone since, was appointed by revelation because the Lord's hand is in His dealings on earth. I am proud to raise my hand and sustain Thomas S Monson during conferences because I acknowledge that he was called of God to lead The Church of Jesus Christ of Latter Day Saints, and every righteous person on earth (v9).
Honestly, I don't know how much of these procedures are followed exactly now that the church is so large and spread so wide, but I'm glad that there are high councils that travel and are abroad to settle disputes. I'm sure that because technology is so advanced, that it is easier to arrange councils and speak with the presidency if more difficult problems arise. The Lord truly does provide for His people and has blessed the earth with amazing technology.

Section 101

Unfortunately, I know the reality of being chastised because of my transgressions, and I have been blessed by the afflictions in my life because I know the Lord did so to return my focus to Him. I love my Savior and wish I fully express how grateful I am to have the truth about His atonement and sacrifice for us. Despite my sins, the Lord loves me and has compassion for me. I hurt Him, but He wants nothing more but for me to freely choose His path to righteousness.
The Lord will come again to the Earth and in that day, a lot of things will happen including His knowledge coming to everyone. That is why He told us to be prepared through the parable of the watchtower, and the most interesting part to me was about the servants doubting the necessity of a watchtower if they have a wall for protection. The Lord says clearly that if there had been a watchtower, they could have seen the enemy from afar and prepared better so they wouldn't be destroyed. I know that the Lord has provided a watchtower for the latter days against the enemy, satan.
The prophet is called on earth to announce the approach of the enemy's tricks, which has happened and is still happening. Back when the proclamation about the importance of families was given by the First Presidency, there wasn't the attack from satan so there was time to prepare with establishing FHE and other family oriented activities. I am so grateful to have been raised by a family that has scripture study, prayer, family dinners, FHE, and shows love constantly. I love my family and appreciate the traditions and habits that have been established as the norm for my life because I can now be confident that it will be a part of my future family as well.

Section 99-100

Missionary work is dear to my heart for many reasons:
1. I have known many people, whom I love dearly, who have been missionaries (or are going to be).
2. The Lord has called missionaries to be His servants and is with them in spirit.
3. I wish dearly to be able to serve a full time mission sometime in my life.
4. I am comforted because I can do member missionary work anywhere, any time, and anyplace.

Apparently I have some talents that pertain to missionary work and sharing the gospel that I never realized I had before they were pointed out to me. I was told by a church leader that my energy and excitement for the gospel was a great missionary tool for nonmembers and members. Once that was pointed out to me, I started trying to develop that talent and share my excitement for all church events with everyone!
My mother is bias about my abilities but I started to accept the fact that my friendliness is a talent that can work as a missionary tool as well. I try to develop that talent by reaching out to new people, nonmembers, and people I don't know at church (which is more than I like to admit). I have often told myself how unimportant and insignificant these talents are, but I know that the Lord has blessed me with them so that I can use them in any way I can to do His work of spreading the gospel.
The reason this blog post is about missionary work comes from the reading, section 99 is a mission call for John Murdock, and section 100 is speaking to Joseph Smith and Sidney Rigdon about their mission. I love that the Lord tells Joseph his talent of having a mighty testimony while Sidney has the power to be mighty in expounding the scriptures because it helps give them appreciation for the talents and understanding the benefit of companionships (v10-11). I don't know what would happen if everyone had the same talent! But I do know that the Lord would spread his work anyway because it is the Spirit that testifies and confirms what missionaries say to investigators (v8).

Section 98

The message I mostly got out of my reading today was of peace and forgiveness. The phase 'Turn the other cheek' is brought to my mind when I read all about how we are commanded to forgive an enemy who smites us. I know that for myself, it is sometimes hard to forgive someone who offends me, especially when they do it on purpose, but I am reminded here that I need to forgive, even if they don't seek for the forgiveness (v41). Luckily I only have to forgive 3 times, then I can take it to the Lord and be justified in hating them....well maybe not hating them, but I don't have to worry about it anymore (v44).
It is nice to know that while I am being forgiving and patiently bearing the persecution, I will be rewarded, and the longer I bear it, I will be rewarded more (v23-25). The saints in Missouri that this revelation is addressed to had a lot more persecution than I have ever had, and I can't even imagine what I would do in their situation. I just hope to become better at forgiving the people around me. Today's society doesn't encourage that behavior, but I want to modify the way I think about life to become more like Christ, and this is definitely one aspect I need to work on.

Section 96-97

How great it is to be a part of Zion and know that it isn't a specific place, but wherever the saints of God gather! I am glad that I know what is required to be counted as the Lord's saints on earth, and if I am righteous and follow the commandments, I will be in His protection. I hope I am one that is humble and seeks diligently to learn wisdom and to find truth because I want the blessings and approval of the Lord (97:2-3).
I love the temple and I feel so blessed to be living close enough to one that I can go anytime. I admit that I have not taken advantage of the opportunities as often as I should, but I am determined to attend temple prep classes and go through the temple so that I can go more often! Back when there wasn't a temple yet built, the Lord knew that it was important for them to build it quickly. It is a place that is clean and that the Lord can visit and be present (97:16)

Section 94-95

One of the most comforting scriptures are found in my readings today and I love that the scriptures have the ability to lift my soul when I read them. I feel like the Lord has chastened me many times and given me rude awakenings when I feel guilt for some of the mistakes I have made, but I know that He does this because He loves me (96:1). The Lord chastens His people so they will seek forgiveness for their sins, so everytime I feel guilty for things, I always assume that the Lord is trying to tell me He loves me and wants me to choose righteously. 

The second thing I want to say is that I miss studying church history while reading studying the Doctrine and Covenants like in seminary and institute. I say this because knowing what is happening to the saints when each section is written make it easier to understand why the revelations are important. Some I know are important because of the message that applies to more than one instance, but some I need explained in the section headings, then some (like today's) needed more explanation! Either way, I love reading the scriptures and feeling the spirit.

Section 93

Well...I owe an old friend of mine for a lot of the understanding I have of part of this section about intelligences, truth, and light from God. I don't have the capacity to explain it myself because I know what I believe, but I don't know what it all means exactly. I wish I had confidence in that belief to explain it to others, but I do not and likely won't soon. I will say that I know that our ability to choose and think was not created on earth, we had agency before life on earth.
I owe another person my understanding of the role Christ has as the Son of God and as the Father that is mentioned in the beginning of this section. My first institute teacher (who just happens to be my current one again) has helped me understand many truths about the gospel, and within the last year, I've learned about Christ's roles. He is the Son of God, even the Firstborn, because of His acceptance from our Heavenly Father to be sent to pay for the sins of the world. The wording in this section for how He is also our Father explains it easier than I would saying, "because he gave me of his fulness" (v4). Then we learn from a quote from John that Christ received the glory, not all at first, but grace for grace (v12).
I know that Jesus Christ is my brother, father, and Savior because of the many roles He has taken upon Himself to save our spirits. The truths that I can accept because of my agency will give me light in my life to make it through each day. I love reading about the life of my Savior and reading about the prophets He has spoken to, and I know the words that are given to me in the scriptures are true. I also believe that I can one day follow in the footsteps of Christ and receive the fulness of the Father is I keep the commandments and continue to endure to the end.

Section 90-92

First, I have a testimony of the prophet Joseph Smith and the truth about the keys of the priesthood he had bestowed up one him. I also have faith in the prophets that have come after Joseph in having the same keys.

Second, I like 90:24 when it says "all things shall work together for your good" because it gives me hope that if I do what is right I will have my happy ending. 

Lastly, section 91 is interesting and I need to look more into the Apocrypha! 

Section 89

Words of Wisdom given by the Lord! Even though I consider all the words that are given by God are wisdom, this one particularly is given the official title because it deals with nutritional habits. The rules that I have learned growing up have helped influence my life for the better. I feel like I know the dangers of alcohol, drugs, and other dangerous activities better, and it was easy for me to stay away from those things because I knew the Lord has advised against it.
I don't drink coffee or excessive amounts of caffeine to supply myself with energy because I don't want that to become a habit. I don't associate much of my free time with people that do drugs or drink alcohol because I know I don't want my body to be controlled by substances and not have my full senses to make decisions. Honestly, I don't fully know why tea is bad...but I don't drink it because the prophet has said not to (and it's gross to me)!
The mentions of food in the Word of Wisdom mostly pertains to giving thanks for our meals that are given to us and eating meat sparingly. Don't get me wrong, I love steak, but I don't eat it every day! Mostly because it's expensive, but also because that would be excessive! The promise that is given for following these guidelines are just a small reason I follow the Word of Wisdom. I love that I can have health, wisdom, treasures of knowledge, and energy to go throughout my day.
I am glad that I was taught the importance of these Words of Wisdom while I was in my youth, and that I stuck to them throughout my life. I have my weaknesses, but following these rules is a strengthen and comfort to me.

Section 88

I really took my time reading this chapter, and I wish I could say I was 3 times smarter because of it! Unfortunately, that's not how I feel. Yes, I found great stuff in this section, and yes, I felt the spirit while I was studying, but besides the markings I left behind I don't remember every topic or detail. Over all I'm not smarter, but like the heading says, it brought me peace.

I know with pure confidence that Christ is the light that shines to show the way to truth and is given to all (v7-13). I'm okay not knowing or even understanding every fact given about the second coming and how the earth will be. I'm okay not understanding the difference between the kingdoms of glory because I know I will end up where I am comfortable and meant to be (v32). Honestly, I am shooting for celestial, but I am very weak and make mistakes so I'm open to where I am comfortable. 

I believe in the power of my God, and I understand the laws that have been given to govern all kingdoms (v36-38). I also understand how my Savior, Jesus Christ, satisfied those laws by suffering for my sins so I can be forgiven for breaking the laws of God. Such amazing mercy was shown through His sacrifice that it warms and breaks my heart all at once. I want to be a righteous follower if Christ's church and help do His work by spreading His truths across all nations (v77). 

The guidance I receive from reading the scriptures are personal to me, and whoever reads this has every right to ignore anything crazy or outrageous. Either way, I continue to study scriptures because I want to diligently seek learning in the name of The Lord with my fellow church members (v118-122). Which is why I make church attendance and institute participation a priority in my life. 

Section 85-87

I don't think I have a lot to say today, but I will talke about two things. In section 86, it says that the angels are ready to be sent to reap the fields (world v2) so they can pluck the tares (wicked people v3) and harvest the wheat (righteous people) (v5). I'm somewhat grateful that The Lord is not letting them come before the world is fully ready because there is a chance the wheat could get destroyed (v6). But that also means I have to live in a world where tares grow wild and start bugging me!

Second thing I wanted to talk about what the war that was predicted in section 87. Spot on! I'm no history buff, but the war that is described is exactly what happened, and this revelation was like 30 years before hand! We are also told that the war is about slavery and that there will be mourning because of the chastening hand of an Almighty God. Honestly though, America deserved it with having slaves in the first place and not treating them right!

Section 84

There are many things I am grateful for, but the priesthood that gives power and authority to The Church of Jesus Christ of Latter Day Saints is at the top of the list. A while back, I heard about the group of women within the church who want the priesthood. I personally think that Christ's way of organizing His church on earth is how it is meant to be, and I show my faithfulness by following that organization.

I respect the worthy priesthood holders in the church because I have been helped by them in the past. I was healed from a long-lasting and awful illness with a priesthood blessing from my father and another member of my ward. I trust that The Lord knows what is right for me because my father has led my family with proper priesthood guidance many times. I have faith in the power of the priesthood because I have felt the Spirit testify of it during sacrament and blessings.

There were a lot of good things in the long section but instead of focusing on specifics I wanted to let the entire message fill me with joy. The Lord's guidance for the priesthood holders back then to go and preach the gospel was so comforting. If it had been spoken to me, there would be no doubt that I could leave my family because they and it would be provided for. 

Section 82-83

First, I want to let anyone who reads this how grateful I am for how much The Lord has given me! I have a wonderful family, great education, blessed friends, and a complete knowledge of the truth of the gospel. Because I have been given much...you may be singing the rest of the hymn in your head, but I was going to say much is required (82:3). I know I am blessed with all these great things in my life and that only means I must do what is required by The Lord. 

I may be missing some of the messages sent by Him on everything I need to do, but I try my best to keep the commandments, do missionary work, be a good friend, and serve others. I love that The Lord has given me knowledge of my transgressions and the sacrament so that I can repent and be clean again. Simple truth that is plainly stated, "unto that soul who sinneth shall the former sins return" (82:7). I feel like I should make a poster and put that where I ca read it every morning to remind myself that if I recommit a sin, it is like I never repented in the first place! That is why we must repent and then sin no more that we forsake our sins.

Last point to make, I love The Chrurch of Jesus Christ of Latter Day Saints! For many reasons, but this time I would yell that statement at the top of my lungs because of the consecrations of the bishops storehouse that provides for the people in need. I believe that Christ watches over His saints by sending us to help those who need a friend or an angel.  I know I have been comforted by someone after praying for help, and I cherish them and thank them for reaching out to me. 

Section 79-81

These three small sections didn't seem to have a lot of depth or meaning. Let me start with my random thought: being told you can preach the gospel anywhere because you wouldn't go amiss would be awesome (80:3). But mostly, I want to bare my testimony about the importance of faithfully serving in the callings that I am given. Right now, I'm officially not called to anything in the church, but when I was asked to help in the nursery a few weeks in a row, I just started showing up. I'm in a home ward and felt like I was supposed to be there, but when I went to Sunday school and relief society, I didn't feel like I could contribute a lot. 

Helping in nursery is more than just a reason for me to love church more than just being there for the spirit. The children I'm with are precious little ones that the Savior loves and it makes me so happy to watch over them, even just for 2 hours. I did read that when Frederick faithfully in fulfilling his calling by proclaiming the gospel, he did the greatest good to other fellow beings (81:3-4). I would like to think that apples to my self appointed calling, at least I feel like I'm helping by being there. 

Section 77-78

The question and answer form of section 77 is so simple and easy to understand! I love that things are just explained so simply and clearly. Sometimes I don't think I'm too smart about figuring out how some parts of the gospel work, but these answers were so insightful about what's to come! It reminds me of how Nephi received answers about his fathers dream of the tree of life. That is the power of asking and recieving. What is most important to remind myself of though is that everyone's answers come in different ways. Maybe I just need to start studying better to find answers because it's a skill I need to learn. 

I've studied about the bishop's storehouse! Which is what I assume section 78 is speaking of, and I know that the organization that the church has established to help the poor is awesome! It's not only storehouse that help though, I know for a fact that our fast offerings and donations go straight to the cause. No percent of the donation, the full amount given is used for supplying, buying, and all other expenses towards whatever cause I donate to within the church. 

I love the gospel of Jesus Christ. 

Section 76

This section is the longest one, as far as I know, but that just makes the truths revealed here are well explained and beautiful. It's amazing how just one verse in John can have such a huge impact on the prophet's live again! Shows how important the scriptures are and should be in our lives.

Whenever I think about the phrasing "fear God more than you fear man" I have to remember that it's not the 'be scared of what could happen to you' but respect and love. The Lord says that he is merciful and gracious to those who fear Him, but we shouldn't fear Him literally (v5). It's more of delighting to honor Him as He does to us who serve in righteousness. All the faithful can have experiences like Joseph Smith and Sidney Rigdon had here as their eyes were opened and understanding enlightened (v11-12). 

Now the real juice of this section is the truths about the Plan of Salvation and what happens after life on earth. Setting up for that was how Lucifer fell from glory by rebelling against God and seeking to lead away those who came to receive bodies on earth (v28-29). Anyone who decides to follow the devil during their time on earth are called the sons of perdition who are not redeemed and sentenced to hell after death (v30-38&43-49). I can't help but feel both sorry for the sons of perdition and anger that they would work so hard to work against the Lord's work. It makes me want to work for my Lord as hard as I can to help Him with His work on earth to spread the truth. In other words, I seek for the celestial kingdom during my life on earth so I can live with my Heavenly Father after death.
I know I have the potential to inherit the celestial kingdom if I continue on the path I am currently on because I want to be married in the temple and live my life in the service of my God. I constantly seek to grow closer to God through daily prayer, scripture study, and bettering myself with service. Writing my thoughts down in this blog has helped me understand my thoughts completely and then have a place to reread them if I lose any of the understanding I've had before. I have known of the this plan of salvation and the celestial kingdom to be my goal for a long time, and I am still hoping for the same thing I have since learning of it.

Section 75

I feel like I'm reading the priesthood section of conference when in reading this section. Not only is it speaking to a bunch of elders, but it calls a lot out by name! It's not a bad thing though, and I love the message of missionary work. There is encouragement given when they are told to "gird up your loins and be faithful, and he shall overcome all things," and also told that there families would be taken care of (v22-24).

I know that the work missionaries are called to do is very important, and they are to be diligent when doing it. I have a testimony that The Lord provides for His servants with opportunities, blessings, and trials in order to strengthen them. I hope one day, whether it be sooner or later, I can be blessed with the opportunity to serve a mission. The love for my Savior has grown so much over the last year, and I want to share that love with others. 

Section 72-74

I know I'm not married yet but I still love kids and can't wait to start my own family when the time comes! It's wonderful to know that little children and sanctified through the atonement of Jesus Christ (74:7). There may be some that still believe they need to be baptized as babies, but I know that they are holy and precious to God. I look for someone to marry that also believes this (74:5). The law of Moses was fulfilled and now we live by the new law of Christ (74:3).

This knowledge was brought to revelation because Joseph Smith was commanded to translate the bible into more correctness (73:3-4). It is needed to know all truths in this day so we can unify the church. Our organization is something that helps the latter day gospel stay unified. In section 72, the responsibilities of a bishop is explained and it has been according to God's revelation since it was given. Just like it is still true that whomever is faithful and wise in time is accounted worthy to inherit the mansions prepared for them of the Father (72:4). 

Section 69-71

Having a righteous companion is important because it is a form of positive peer pressure. I think that it should make it easier to make the right choices when you are accountable to someone physically. For me, it would make me remember that I am also accountable spiritually. And that all came from rating that Oliver Cowdery was commanded to have John Whitmer as is true and faithful companion (69:1-2). 

I wish I could have enough money to be able to spare some for helping others. I barely receive enough for my needs and a few wants, so I am unable to give excess to The Lord more than tithing and fast offering (70:7). There will be a time when my faithfulness of this commandment is tested though, I trust that I will eventually have a career that will leave excess funds after satisfying my needs (70:9-10). I don't want to say "I can't wait" because it may seem greedy, but it sure would be nice!

I love having a prophet that expounds the mysteries of The Lord here on earth (71:1). Joseph Smith was given time to teach the church and clarify doctrine so that satan couldn't lead the hearts of the saints away. Anyone that received the truth of the gospel was given more abundantly by The Lord, and that still happens (71:6). We are able to shame our enemies by being faithful and letting The Lord confound them (71:7).

Section 68

I love general conference and listening to the talks given through The Lord's servants. I have a testimony that the words that are spoken are scripture because the men were moved upon by the Holy Ghost (v4). We can learn the will, mind, word, and voice of The Lord through listening to them. Missionary work is another important principle that I have a testimony of because I know The Lord has called all to spread His word to every creature (v8). 

Something really awesome that I learned from this section is about decendants of the first born of Aaron and their inheritance. They have a legal right to the bishopric without having to be called, as long as they are worthy of their priesthood (v16&20). Of course, they aren't the only ones that can be bishop, but other men have to be ordained a high priest with the Melchizedek Priesthood (v19). But then again, all power or authority comes from Christ only if they are worthy, and He will call who is needed.

I am not a parent, but I plan to be married and have children, so the verses about parents responsibility are good for me to know beforehand. My responsibility will be to teach my children the doctrines of repentance, faith in Christ, baptism, and the Holy Ghost (v25). If I don't, any sin they commit will be my fault. If I fail to teach my children to pray and walk uprightly before God, I would be keeping them from the truths of the gospel and hindering their progress towards heaven. I just couldn't do that, even thinking about that makes me upset and I'm not anywhere close to having children yet!

I want to be pleasing to my Heavenly Father and work hard to raise my children in righteousness. They may have to grow up in a wicked world, but I will tell them all that I can about satan's tricks and temptations so they will be prepared. My parents have raised me to know the truth of Jesus Christ, but more importantly, they gave me the tools to gaining my own testimony of His atonement. I know that The Lord has blessed me with righteous and loving parents because I needed the guidance and I am truly thankful. 

Section 65-67

I feel like I'm flying through the Doctrine and Covenants because some of these sections are so short! Even being short, they include great insights and direction that have helped me while I've been studying them. Today's study started with a revelation in a prayer form and it is made clear that the kingdom of heaven is attainable for all men through our commitment. I have only to hope that I will have opportunity to "make known his wonderful works among the people" (v4). This may be weird, but I've always wanted to have a cool way of starting and ending my prayers that people who hear it will think, "that was awesome." The way that this prayer is ended is one of those awesome ways, "thine is the honor, power, and glory, forever and ever, Amen." Love it!
In section 66, I try to personalize all the things that are said by inserting my name in place of the actual person. So there are a few times that truly hit home for me. First being that I believe applies because of my turning away from my iniquities to receive truths from God was in the very first verse. Knowing repentance has made me clean led to the second instance in v3 when it says 'you are clean, but not all; repent." Then there is the final personal and comforting bit in the chapter, when I am assured by the knowledge that the Lord goes with me when I am faithful (v8).
Surprisingly enough, there are also three main things that I enjoyed about section 67 as well, or at least that I want to mention. First, the comfort of knowing that when there is fear in my heart, I cannot receive the blessings that are offered, therefore, I need not fear (v3). The next I will quote, "see me and know that I am not with the carnal neither natural mind, but with the spiritual" (v10). I don't know exactly what to say about that, but it definitely makes me want to study deeper about the subject. Lastly, I know I am unclean and not worthy to be in the presence of God, but I also know that if I continue in patience until I am perfected in Christ, I can dwell with them again (v13).